When Did Empathy Change to Disregard?

Over on Twitter I was asked these questions and I decided to give my perspective in detail. I think I could probably write a book on the topic but this is it in a nutshell.

Replying to: @Arrowwind09 When did you notice the change? From empathy to disregard? Did you see it around you back then? How did you become aware of the evil in the last 3 years? I know it's a lot of questions but I need to understand, besides the money, why would they sell their souls?

Before I became a nurse, I was introduced to naturopathy, working for naturopaths, and then massage therapy. Later I moved into Nursing to become  a midwife which I did, a lay midwife, for a time. Naturopaths taught me about the corruptions and the violations of the constitution imposed upon the people. The willful poison of big pharma. They knew firsthand the lies and oppression.  We saw offices raided; people arrested for doing true healing. You never forget when you see the workings of the FDA and CDC for what it is. We met the Parents of damaged and dead children.

The medical profession is not without empathy. High empathic people are drawn to it and then it is beaten out of them with abuse in the training process. Big pharma rules the medical schools and nursing schools, but more indirectly for nursing. There is no wholistic training. There is no recognized soul. There is no unified human body/soul in their paradigm.

Drug abuse is high in the medical profession. I’ve seen doctors die from it. I’ve seen two directors of nursing, people I worked under, from different facilities go to jail for dealing stolen narcotics. I’ve seen nurses put drugs into other employee’s drinks.  I’ve seen nurses and doctors lie in their charting. I’ve seen patients die because of it and I’ve seen lies written to protect the institution or the medical people involved. I’ve seen treatments signed off as given when they were not. I’ve seen medical institutions run so poorly you wonder how anyone could get out of there alive. I’ve seen almost every kind of violation  possible of sterile technique by both doctors and nurses putting patients at great risk. I’ve seen hospitals refuse to provide necessary protective gear to employees. All of this before Covid.

I’ve also see physicians forced to pay exorbitant insurances fees to protect their business, their labor and their families against law suits. Consider how that may affect one’s internal sense of service.

In my last 6 years of nursing I worked in hospice, inpatient hospice and at one of the premier hospice facilities in the nation.  In this environment we were granted by ‘the powers that be’ to provide excellent care. Nurse to patient ratio was low.  We had time to do what needed to be done, to take the time with patients required.  We had excellent ancillary support from counselors and chaplains. The physician was always immediately available. We were also granted a broader range of independence in the use of medications based on nursing assessment. All of this led to superior care and environment where empathy could be practiced without constraint by time nor money. Most of the stress was off. It could be mentioned that the stress is also off because the only outcome for these patients is death but there are so many other factors to be weighed in.  Due to superior care on several different levels, some of our patients went home and lived much longer than anticipated.  

Empathy is more than an emotion. It is a skill and one that takes time and like with all skills, practice makes one an expert. If an environment does not provide time for empathy it will fade. Some associate empathy with bedside manner. It is more than that but it can be demonstrated in bedside manner.  If time restraint and stress is upon the practitioner empathy seems to get sacrificed because it takes time to express it. I’ve seen this first hand in myself. No matter how high the pressure got I learned to endeavor to push myself to give that fleeting moment of human to human contact. I know how powerful that one single moment can be and how transformative it is when given abundantly.

So, empathy did not go away, but disregard increased. Law suits, many if not most, unjustified, hardens the doctors and medical establishments. Doctors start playing like defensive linemen. Nurses support it. Jobs are at stake. Reputations to be upheld.  Medical school bills to be paid. The level of empathy observed is determined by the spiritual strength of each practitioner and the environment they work in and the support offered by that environment.

I’ve worked with some amazing people. Some of us so bound to each other we followed each other in a group from one facility to another so we could continue working together because of our level of trust and empathy for each other and the patient.  Our movement was always based on corrupted facility administrations.

I had already retired when Covid hit, glad to retire early due to our good fortune and my husband’s hard work. We were in Costa Rica when it happened and we were forced to stay an extra 3 months because we couldn’t get out.  I’d say the insanity was not as strong there.  But the lies still permeated the nation.  Everything shut down. Couldn’t even go to the beach. Then the people of Costa Rica fell into dangerous levels of poverty.  Crime up, hunger up. All because tourism dropped off.  People suffered in real ways for a disease lied about by the US government and the WHO.   I started to see the evil in C.R. when the shutdown happened.  It didn’t dawn on me immediately, as who has not been programed to think of the potential reality of a zombie apocalypse?   A virus that could take out humanity?  I was in a wait and see mode. Then the mask thing started and I knew it was a lie. It contradicted all of my training and experience. I saw universal fear starting to increase with their use. I noted the lies about hydroxychloroquine, a med I had long seen used in the medical field with no problems.

In C.R. I easily purchased hydroxychloroquine. Lots of it… but now my husband was so controlled by the lies he refused to take it.  I knew then we could easily fall into deep shit if he got sick. He would believe them, not me. He would not believe the one person who had the greatest interest in his life and welfare. Then I understood what families all across the USA were facing.  The sheer terror of the lies backed by the power of the medical industrial complex would lead them to into their deaths.

When I arrived back in the USA Ivermectin was now just starting to be talked about. I researched it right away and again I saw the lies they were pushing.  Ivermectin seemed to be working better than HCQ so I purchased a lot of it along with some other drugs known to help respiratory issues, specifically steroids, which I was stunned had been shunned in the hospitals for quite a while. I was horrified that early treatment was not being done and people where sent home until they couldn’t breathe.  At this point in time I started to read about naturopathically orientated physicians who were having great success like Dr Brownstein, using simple treatments for Covid and who were being reprimanded, threatened and repressed. I became aware that the lead promoters of MMS had been arrested in Columbia (now extradited to the USA). MMS was curing Covid and some nations had made it its leading treatment.  Put this link in your browser for comprehensive details. This is from my Substack blog: https://arrowd.substack.com/p/enter-the-great-awakening-with-the

OMG! Then the jabs came.  I’ve always been anti-vax, but with this, I could see it was not well tested at all.  Why the hell couldn’t other medical professionals see that?  I also didn’t believe for one single second that an mRNA could be safe. It held huge risk. I refused to get it.

That was the beginning of the war in my household. My husband wanted to take the jab. Already people were dying from the jab but in his mind a few people dying from it was worth it if it protected most people.  Talk about medical ethics! Never has this been a standard for care!

We fought. We fought a lot. Screaming angry fights.   I threatened him that if he took it I would leave and I meant it. He told me he would give me 2 weeks’ notice if he decided to do it.  I lived in terror for many months waiting for him to deliver his notice.

The notice never came. He never took it.

Why do people sell their souls? Now that is quite a question.  Did my husband sell his soul? People do things out of fear.  And a lot of people don’t even believe they have a soul, so there is that. When you don’t believe you have a soul, for a lot of people, there is no restraint to what one will do.  All the soulless across our nation are now rising up in crime, permitting crime, rewarding crime. Are they truly soulless? I believe they have a soul but what counts is what each individual believes about soul and how they value that belief.  Just like with the jab, those who do not believe that they have a soul or are not in touch with their soul connection will rely on others to make their decisions for them. They do not think logically either.  It takes soul to stand up to lies and deceit.  It takes deep intuition, as some might call it.  How many times in my work as a nurse have I seen a patient refuse to do what was recommended and the professionals shrug their shoulders and walk away, only to find out that the patient was right against all odds?  Who was in touch with their soul? Those professionals, or the patient?

I think you are asking why did physicians sell their soul.  This happened because most of them have been ‘selling’ their soul ever since they entered the medical field. This is accomplished by ‘the powers that be’ through false indoctrinations and lies all throughout medical school accompanied by significant threats of reprimand along the way and accompanied by other stresses and sleep deprivation. It is an MK Ultra designed system from beginning to end.  Then after medical school it’s reinforced by state medical boards across the nation that perpetuate the lies and do not permit for deeper understandings of what true medicine is and natural approaches to cure. All of this control is done under threat of losing one’s license and imprisonment.

When I came to find out that my son and his wife took the jab that is when my anger and grief skyrocketed. It has taken me a long time to come back to center, but I’m doubting my anger will ever go away. Should it? Really?  My grief is now on hold until if and when the hammer falls.

When the whole world starts screaming, when all the doctors and nurses and employers are forced to scream the same tune, then the people will waiver. They will quiver, they will submit even at times against their very own better judgement or intuitions. They will take the jab because their own faith/knowing is not strong enough. I will not say that they sold their soul but I will say that they knew not the voice of their own soul and now they pay the price.